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FACT, WHAT IS A? Fact is an accurate observation of reality at a certain time.

FAILURE, WHAT IS? Failure is when one no longer affirms a belief one still holds. Often, people stop trying to do something without understanding why and/or what really has gone wrong. In other words, failure is when one makes a new decision regarding a belief. i.e. the previous belief has failed.

Often the new decision is really nothing more than adding enough doubt to the prior decision to keep one from acting upon it. If the belief was wrong to begin with, it's failure could actually be a good thing. However, often, the new decision may contain feelings of failure, doubt, or emotion, which are the root of all pain. One has not failed to attain something until one changes his or her mind regarding its attainability. Not asserting 100% towards ones goals lowers ones chances of success to the level of ones effort, thereby setting oneself up for failure.

Trauma creates automatic failure of beliefs since during trauma, ones behaviors are overruled by the will or force of another. When this happens, ones beliefs may become unwillingly laced with doubt from the observation of ones failure to maintain control.

FAILING VS. QUITTING: When someone stops smoking, they are not failing, they are quitting. It would only be failure if they wanted to continue to smoke, but stopped anyway. When someone quits doing something, they know exactly what they are doing and have control at the time. The idea of failure involves feelings of loss of control. Failure is akin to no longer trying.

FAITH, WHAT IS? Faith is the belief in something that cannot be proven for sure at the present time but for which there does exist at least some reasonable evidence. One who seeks truth finds that faith, or conjecture, is not always incorrect. It is possible to hold a valid conclusion without being able to prove the premises to others. Thomas Edison, for example, had faith and believed in a lightbulb before actually being able to prove such a thing could be created. Though belief in something that cannot be proven sounds illogical, it might be noted that lack of belief in God, for example, is at least equally illogical to belief in God since a belief that God does not exist is also a faith belief which cannot be proven to others.

Faith differs from expectation. If someone says that they have faith that the Sun will rise tomorrow this is often simply expectation. A faith belief is usually associated with more of an intangible idea. A faith belief would be more akin to believing that the Sun would not rise tomorrow as it always has. i.e. where empirical data cannot prove such belief is usually where such belief becomes a faith belief.

Make ones own decisions regarding ones beliefs; especially those things one believes that one cannot entirely prove. Any faith one has should be based on the maximum evidence, information, and thus knowledge, available.

The reason one may have faith, is that ones only hope lies not with oneself, or this world, but with God. Ones only hope lies not in hoping, but in faith and trust in God, and that God knows what God is doing. Have faith in that which liberates one from the desires of this world. Faith in the truth is like having the truth, knowing the truth, and finding the peace, rest, and love that the truth brings, without really being able to prove that one has anything at all. And yet, true faith does indeed have substance, albeit intangible.

Faith cannot be taught. It is an individual decision each person may make, if, and when, one is ready. Now, it is certain that there is no reason to believe in something until one has reason to. However, sometimes one has to believe first, before one finds the reasons to believe. If one believes in God against rationality, one may find that the moment one believes, one finds the rationality, peace, and reasons one was looking for. I believe this is what is meant by the phrase "the mystery of faith." Faith is the key to the door of the Kingdom of God, and Christ is the door.

Faith sometimes is the only way to dispel illusion. Imagine that you saw several people swimming in a pool and they were all happy telling you how warm the water was; but to you the water looked ice cold. You felt the water with your toe and it still felt ice cold to you. They kept saying "Yes, we know it looks cold, but it's an illusion, as soon as you jump in you'll see how warm it is!" It would take trust and faith for you to jump into this pool against your "better" judgement, but you just might find that they were right when you jump in! Maybe the water is only cold on the surface. The water may be warm after all beneath! Sometimes it takes faith to test a belief. "Test the waters" so to speak before making up your mind about things. Sometimes one receives, and so then believes: other times, one must believe before one receives. Faith is the latter. Faith in God renews the body, mind, and spirit. Faith in God is a channel of living trust with God. Even if one was to fall into the water of truth one would be renewed.

Thus, with regards to the mystery of faith in God, I can only say that sometimes the ends justifies the means. I find that faith in God does indeed appear to be subjective within the objective universe. Faith in God proves God exists to the individual and faith that God does not exist appears to prove that God does not exist to such other believer. Belief in God leads to a life of belief, and disbelief leads to a life of disbelief. From the view of disbelief, believers are irrational, and vice versa.

Believing that there is indeed a God is the seed of faith. From this core belief, faith grows like a tree in the believer, getting ever stronger and more deeply rooted in God. Faith is a magnifying glass for those who seek god. Without it, one cannot see what one is seeking for, and with it, one finds more than one hoped to find.

FAITH OF A MUSTARD SEED: Jesus said, "...if ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain; Remove hence to yonder place, and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you."- Matthew 17:20

Obviously, he was speaking about faith in God. But perhaps, this does not mean that ones faith should be as big as a mustard seed. Ask oneself how much faith a mustard seed has in God! For from that tiny seed a great tree grows. Love and believe in the truth with all ones heart. As to moving mountains, in the least, faith will allow one to move spiritual mountains. i.e. if one had the faith of a mustard seed, one could move mountains of delusion and error.

FAITH VS. FEAR: One cannot have faith and fear at the same time, for to have one is not to have the other. Where there is doubt, there is fear, and where there is no doubt there is faith.

FAME & FORTUNE: Truth is far, far greater than fame and fortune. Fame and fortune are but temporary illusions. Many people spend their lives trying to be king of these delusions. But what benefit is fame and fortune in ones grave?

FATE, WHAT IS? Fate is the sum of the consequences of ones beliefs, past beliefs, and forces of ones environment which determines ones future. Fate is also those seemingly unexplainable messages from God which appear from time to time that others discount as coincidence. One is the farmer of ones fate. The seeds of fate one sows are ones behaviors which are based on ones beliefs. This in mind, plan your future as carefully, as a farmer plants his crop. As you sow, so shall you reap. SEE WAVES OF FATE/SEE FREE WILL VS. GOD'S WILL

FEAR, WHAT IS? Anticipation or awareness of danger or guilt. Types of fear include:

ALARM: the sudden onset of danger or guilt.
DREAD: intense reluctance to face something suggesting aversion and/or anxiety.
PANIC: terror causing erratic and hysterical behavior.
TERROR: the most extreme degree of fear.
WORRY: fear of an unfavorable future.

Fear is a belief, and whatever you believe will seem real to you. Even aberrant beliefs will justify themselves. Thus, fear of competition creates competition. Fear of failure, creates failure. Fear of loss, creates loss.

So how can one overcome ones fears? One can overcome ones fears by facing ones problems, illuminating underlying pain, and by trusting God. Expect less, and accept more. The truth has nothing to fear. Many ignorant people wrongly overcome their fear of monsters by becoming monsters themselves.

See fear for what it really is. Fear is an emotion. Fear is an expectation and symptom of pain. Such an expectation is suffering itself. Fear is a feeling of loss of control. One would not feel a loss of control if one wasn't trying to be in control in the first place. When one puts ones trust in God, one no longer fears. As a famous Biblical psalm goes, "...ye though I walk in the valley of death, I will fear no evil. Thy rod and thy staff shall comfort me..."

You may have heard that fear of God is good. This may seem confusing, but what it means is that if one didn't fear God, then one would be setting oneself up as God, or denying the existence of God, and might have to face the terrible consequences of God's judgement. If one is on God's side, however, one doesn't need to be afraid.

Ironically, it might be said that fear of anything but God is an aberration. In a way, it might be said that fear of God is the cornerstone of civilization. To many, the fear of death is the fear of God. After all, if one did not die, one would never have to face God or be held accountable for ones actions.

The Bible says, "The fear of the Lord is hatred of evil." (Proverbs 8:13) Thus, when one is told one should "have the fear of the Lord in oneself", what this means is that one is to have a hatred of evil in onself.

FEEDING THE 5000: The Bible contains the accounting of Jesus's feeding of the 5000 with only a few loaves and fishes. As is the case with all the miracles and parables of Jesus, there is a spiritual teaching which underlies it. Trust what little you have to Jesus who will in return give back more than enough to make you full of that which sustains life. Jesus will fill one spiritually, with spiritual food, when one trusts what little one has spiritually in him.

FICTION: Nothing can be imagined that isn't loosely based on truth. Since imagination itself is based loosely on truth, the products of imagination, such as fiction, are still based loosely on truth and/or other perversions of truth. Thus, from a scientific perspective, there is no such thing as "fiction" for the intentional errors in ones observations really do exist if only in ones mind, and when communicated, are imprinted upon the minds of all recipients. Fictional observations are "real" observations even if they are not congruent with reality. For better or worse, fictional observations have a direct impact on the belief structure of the audience.

FINDING GOD: A student went to an enlightened teacher and asked him, "Teacher, why is it I have not found God?" The teacher responded, "I did not know God was lost!" Ironically, it is the seeker of truth that is lost.

FISH, WHY THIRSTS THE? An enlightened priest once said "Why thirsts the fish?." God is everywhere and yet one may not even know it. One may thirst for that which one is breathing unknowingly. It is amazing one does not drown in the well of God one seeks for God is everywhere. God is omnipresent, everywhere at once. One need only overcome ones blindness. Ones blindness is everything one takes for granted.

We are creatures which are a part of, and dependent upon, creation for survival. Just as a fish cannot overcome water, while we live, we cannot entirely overcome our dependence upon the world for the survival of our flesh.

FLESH: Flesh is temporary. God is forever. The flesh is not the life, just as a mantle is not the light or the flame. It is spirit that animates ones flesh. The flesh is the flute not the music. The ways of this world, which are the ways of the Devil, are often referred to as the ways of the flesh. The flesh is but the shadow of the soul. Thus, the corollary is that where there is only light, there is no shadow.

FOOD, SPIRITUAL: There is much truth to the saying, "you are what you eat". This is why communion is so important. Meister Eckehart has said, "The food we eat is changed into ourselves, but spiritual food changes us into itself." The food one eats becomes ones flesh, but the truth one consumes aligns ones spirit with truth according to God's plan. "Eating" of truth is not union, but communion, with God. Be careful lest one consume spiritual "food" which has been poisoned by the Devil.

A starving man who sees meat does not care if it has gone bad, but is eager to consume anything to make himself full. If one eats the food of the Devil, even inadvertently, it will change one into a devil according to the Devil's plan. Ones mind may be constipated with misinformation and bent on distraction from God. Just as ones body can become fat from eating too much of the wrong foods, ones mind can become equally polluted.

There is another saying that, "He who eats with the Devil should have a long fork." Herein lies an interesting metaphor regarding the pitchfork with which the Devil is so often depicted in art. Speaking of pitchforks, there is a story about Heaven and Hell being the same place: As everyone arrives, he or she is given a long fork. There is plenty for everyone to eat for eternity. The problem is that the handle on the forks are so long that no one can feed oneself. Those who know God spend eternity feeding each other and are full. Those who only know the Devil are selfish and spend eternity starving as they attempt in vain to feed themselves.

FOOL AND THE SEA, THE: A fool, wary of the threat of the sea lapping at the shore of his small island, stood on the shore and began throwing sand into the ocean so that the ocean might be filled. Yet the more he filled the ocean with sand, the less ground he had to stand upon and the more the water would actually seem to rise against him. Eventually, he ran out of sand and the ocean overtook him. So it is with those who fear and despise God. While they may think the waters are rising around them, it is actually they themselves who are sinking by throwing away what little ground they have to stand upon. Their vain attempt to save themselves is actually what does them in.

FORCE, WHAT IS A? Active power which brings about motion or change. A force is any behavior or past behavior against an environment. A force against an environment never goes away, it can only be opposed and neutralized by an equal amount of force in the opposite direction. A potential force is something that may bring about future motion or change. There is an old saying that "force is a horse and thought the rider."

FORGIVENESS, WHAT IS? The release of guilt and giving up of resentment against someone. Forgiveness is letting go of one's hurt by realization of the truth regarding oneself and/or the behaviors of others. Forgiveness is understanding. Understanding the person you have trouble forgiving, understanding their faults and weaknesses, understanding that they have hurt you out of their own tragically misguided attempts to find God. Understanding how the person you are having trouble forgiving became the way they are. Are you a victim of a victim? This understanding allows one to let go of the pain resentment causes.

Forgive oneself. "For giving me these problems, I will understand for-giving." Also, to facilitate someone's forgiveness of you, apologize first oneself. Even when someone is ready to forgive you, it is not enough to just reach out your hand. It takes more than just meeting someone half-way. A person may not be ready to forgive you! They are wounded too! In this case, make that extra effort to help them understand why you do, or did, the things you have done. Forgive everyone that you hold things against or God will hold things against you. To understand is to know what is under the things people are standing for- namely their foundation.

Forgiveness is reconciliation. Forgiveness is giving someone another chance. It is not rationalization, or excusing someone. It is the restoration of trust. Jesus died as a sacrifice to forgive all sins of those that believe him and accept his sacrifice. This is a spiritual cure which enables one to be reconciled with God, but like the other cures God has given, it should not be abused. After all, when you've been playing in the dirt and you get cleaned up and put on clean clothing, do you immediately run out and play in the dirt again?

Knowing one can be forgiven is not an excuse to do evil, all of us will be accountable for our actions, but with the forgiveness of Jesus, at least one will have someone to speak on ones behalf. Without Jesus, how would one know God's forgiveness? God's nature is love, and a loving nature is a forgiving nature. Forgive those who ask one's forgiveness for the way one forgives others will be the way one is forgiven by God. As George Herbert once said, "He who cannot forgive breaks the bridge over which he himself must pass."

FOUNTAINS OF BLOOD: Our bodies are fountains of blood, and everyone's blood is red. God sees us and judges all mankind not by the color or beauty of our fountains, but by the cleanliness of our blood. Blood is mostly water, but it is not the water that makes the blood unclean. It is sin which makes ones blood unclean. If your blood is unclean, your fountain will be turned off.

Through illumination one may begin to clean ones blood. However, to truly purify ones entire fountain, join oneself to God's pure fountain and let the living water wash through your being. Come to the fountain of living water and get a love transfusion through the blood of Jesus Christ. It is by the blood of salvation that one is saved. When one accepts the blood of salvation, one becomes a living sacrifice in truth. Since it is only by the blood of Christ that one may be saved, one is not to drink any other blood. The only blood one is to drink is the blood of Christ in communion.

FRANCHISE WARFARE: Mom & Pop's Widget Store beware! Your days are numbered. Suppose there is a franchise owner with fifteen Widget stores. Now let's say that Mom & Pop run the only local Widget store. Sure enough, here comes the franchise owner who, get this, builds a Widget store right next to Mom & Pop's Widget Store!

There is hardly enough Widget business to warrant two stores and so Mom & Pop work hard to keep their store in business. Unfortunately, the franchise store has fourteen stores making money, and can afford to keep losing money on the new store until Mom & Pop's widget store goes out of business. As a matter of fact, the franchise owner can speed the process by selling their widgets in the new store at or below cost! There is no way Mom & Pop can keep losing money and so they close down.

However, there is good news! One need not concern oneself with the ways and possessions of this world. God gives franchises in truth away for free. Give the truth away for free and it will shut down every factory of delusion. Truth is the only franchise that matters.

FREE WILL VS. GOD'S WILL: We were not born with God's will, but with free will. God's will is what God does, it is not what God demands us to do- for if God demanded us to do something we would automatically be doing it. We would be slaves to truth, rather than lovers of truth, with no free will. We have a choice to remain ignorant or liberate ourselves in truth. When one finds God and becomes enlightened and then does God's will, one is really an extension of God. Thus, free will exists for the glory of God. Technically, nothing can happen but by the will of God, but the difference is that rather than forcing us to do God's will, God gives us the choice. The ability even to imagine is but by the gift of free will. SEE TOLERANCE

Now, while one has free choice to do whatever one wants, God already knows what choices one will make. God knows the outcome of all the decisions everyone will make till the end of time. God already knows that many will choose to be ignorant or plainly choose to be defiant. God already knows how many will be saved through enlightenment, but this amount was not necessarily God's choice for as many as believe in the truth will be saved.

The concept of predestination does not mean that one is without choice or that one is destined against ones will, it only means that God already knows the choice one will make regarding salvation. The mystery is that God knows how many will seek truth, and yet, no one really seeks truth except by God's predestination. i.e. the gift of the Holy Spirit which leads one to seek truth. Nevertheless, as many as seek will find, as many as ask, will receive.

The gift of free will is why God might be called a "jealous" God. God would rather mankind worship God, rather than idols, yet God offers each of us this choice.

FREUD'S ATHEISM, ON: Freud says religion is just longing for a father figure and that religion is just consolation in reconciling oneself with death. However, if religion should fulfill even these two needs that would be proof alone of its goodness. Freud said that belief in God was a neurosis, but it seems pretty clear that there is more neurosis in hopelessness than bliss. Anyone who has found God through enlightenment will tell you that atheism is ignorance. After all, atheism fails to explain where the Universe came from, and fails to explain the objective goodness from which moral values come.

FROG IN A POT: If you put a frog into a pot filled with hot water to cook it, the frog will jump out of the pot. However, if you slowly increase the heat of the water, the frog will be too weak by the time it realizes it should jump out. Do not be like the frog in the pot allowing the evil of the world to cook one gradually until one is too weak to take a stand against it. Likewise, the devil is busy creating a lid to cover the pot and when it is finished you can bet that even if the water is cool, it will be too late for the frog to jump out. If one seeks the truth, and asks for help, one may find the strength to jump out of the pot before it is too late.

FRUIT, WHAT ABOUT? God truly knows and rewards ones fruit; the fruit one picks, the fruit one eats, the fruit one bears, the fruit one is, and the fruit one gives to the world. This fruit is the message one believes and the message one leaves behind. The fruit is the works which are the result of ones faith. One cannot bear good fruit if one has not grafted oneself to the good tree. If one is indeed grafted to the good tree, one will indeed bear good fruit, for no good fruit can be borne without such a graft.


You may have heard the expression, "you are what you eat," but there is more to fruit than meets the eye. The fruit lives on after it has been eaten, for inside the fruit is the seed. To bear good fruit, find the good seed which is called "truth" and nourish it within oneself.

Be careful of the fruit one gives to the world and the fruit one takes for oneself. One may have taken bad fruit in the past. Rid oneself not only of the flesh of this bad fruit but of the seed as well. As one discards this bad fruit, remember not to discard this bad fruit on fertile ground for the seeds will surely take root.

Also, ones fruit should not only be good, but fresh as well. Even good fruit perishes in time. Bear good fruit continually so that ones fruit is always ripe and ready. It is fresh fruit that is so pleasing.

Bear fruit in abundance. Just as the squirrels store up nuts for winter, bear fruit in abundance while one may for hard times ahead are certain. Do not eat all the good fruit one bears for what then will one give to the Lord? Ones fruit should have substance. Ones fruit should not only be skin and seed, but pulp. It is the pulp wherein is the wine.

We ourselves are God's fruit unworthy to be living in God's garden. We may be fruit, but never root. Jesus said, "I am the vine, ye are the branches; He that abideth in me and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit; for without me ye are nothing."-John 15:5. Jesus said he is "the vine" and that we should be like branches which graft ourselves to the good tree through him or we will not be able to bear good fruit. We are simply branches, we cannot be divine. (Sorry for the pun.) The truth is the vine. God is the root of the vine. If one has lived a good life, and grafted oneself to the truth, then one will have produced good and healthy fruit during ones life, and perhaps the seed within one will be sown in God's spiritual soil, Heaven, when one dies. If one has lived a corrupt and wild life, one is withered and undeveloped, having consumed what little life one was given. Plant a raisin or prune and what have you? Not all fruit is picked.

The evil vine dresser attempts to graft evil to the good tree but cannot. Thus, the Evil One steals what fruit it can. It knows that good fruit does not fall far from the good tree. Guard ones good fruit within the thorns of truth. The Devil cannot reach the good fruit that is protected by truth.

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